This month's offering is a poem by Andrew Motion, taken from issue 33 of The North.
CRICKET
Once upon a time
I’m
a boy dragged off to cricket,
pinned by heat in rickety deck-chair arms
and safe from harm
except for the undone button and yellow lips of cotton
there
at my mother’s breast where,
(tell her!) a glimpse of naked skin
draws in
the danger-
ous gaze of strangers,
and
on the other hand
more than a little concerned
having just discerned
my father, sprinting in from long on
blinded by sun
to snatch
an almost-impossible catch,
but really about to crash
(watch out!) into the equally pass-
ionate fellow haring round
from the shadier side of the ground.
Mine! They shout
when they’re about
to collide,
and in that second I wonder: which side
am I on?
Am I my father’s son
or my mother’s?
Whose
hurt matters most
and will be remembered best?
The open yellow dress, the ball
falling, and all
my life to come
balanced while I stayed dumb,
knowing, whichever I chose,
I was bound to lose.
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