Today's POD is the title poem from Michael McCarthy's new collection, 'At the Races'. This book was the overall winner in the 2008/09 Book & Pamphlet Competition, and will be available to buy from the 16th of October. (The book launch is to be held at the Showroom Cinema in Sheffield S1 that evening. Tickets £6; all welcome.)
AT THE RACES
7 July 2007
In the dream
my nephew, who is called after me meets me at the races. He tells
me I’m on yesterday’s video. I remember yesterday, and where I
was among the crowd. I was in the grass paddock beside
the hayshed,
standing on a rock above the
furze machine. It was around 1957. ‘There you
are’ he says, pointing up at the big screen.
I see myself coming towards me. I’m wearing that checked grey
overcoat. I walk out of
the screen past myself and notice the overcoat is baggy. I’m
bulkier than I thought. As I walk up
the terrace steps I observe myself from the back. My hair is
standing up. Thicker than I remember. It’s turning
from grey to black.
When I look again at the screen
the video is finished. I want to see the playback. The
remote is out of reach. I’m looking for a window-opener,
or that long handled candle-snuffer, when a woman asks
me if she can help. She gets the tape, a reel to
reel,puts it into the machine. I ask if it can be fast
forwarded. She says not. I’ll have to watch it from the
start.
– Michael McCarthy, from 'At the Races' (2009)
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